This
this right here
this is why you don't have friends

You sound like a first class loser.

There are four options:

1. You have friends bro? I'm sure having friends would help your self-esteem.

2. Stop being a f*** loser.

3. Go emo.

4. Find a less loser-ish hobby.

Get out. You aren't helping at all. And you aren't funny. More like, annoying.

There is no EASY way to raise self esteem. Self esteem is your self worth in your eyes. I don't have any self esteem about, but I sure as hell care about my friends. So if you feel like taking your life you better remember your friends. If it's not that low then you don't need that much help just a little pick me up. Try something new, go running. Do something to be proud of and stick with it. The easiest way to raise self-esteem is hard work.

yeah
cause being emo really helps

Uhhh what?

I'm not trying to funny.

If you want explain each one I could:

1. Friends are always there for you thick and thin although, in the shape he is in are it'll harder

2. Don't act like yourself

3. There are a lot emo kids out there I'm sure you can make friend with them, although I'm not recommending this

4. Honestly I was sorta a loser at one point I found a hobby (skateboarding) now I have stuff to do that just playing video games.

1. Friends are easiest made by being yourself
2. Always act like your self
3. Stupid suggestion in the first place
4. Skateboarding does not automatically make you less of a loser, I skateboard but I am a loser. I prefer to run now anyways.
5. Next time you find yourself in this topic without anything proper to say press alt f4.

I was writing a more "appropriate" post, but my screen started flashing and I got logged off from Windows

So, the thing is, you don't need such a thing as a self-esteem, whatever!
Don't try to mirror those "happy" people, most of them aren't happy, and anyway you're not like them and you'd not feel happy doing the stuff they do.
I know it is hard, but try to do what you really feel like doing (of course, if you feel like killing someone or s'mthing, the cops will be on your trail, so, unless you don't mind going to jail, you'd need to think this over).

And everything else seems fine to me (well... I just read the first page because from there on people started posting s***), including the lesbian stories, except the fact you mentioned you're depressed, either you really are or someone has mistaken your behaviour by depression as it is really something beyond their understanding, and they made you believe you are depressed, because that's the only way their f*** minds could see it.
Either way, go see a psychologist or something, I'll probably feel quite comfortable.

Though, last but not least, DON'T DO WHAT I'M TELLING YOU, do what you believe you should do, just THINK about it.

PS: Hm... actually, it seems to summarize pretty well what I was writing earlier, even better, more objective and stuff.
EDIT: Whoops... text ended up in the wrong place

Everyone knows that emo kids are really just nerds who got sick of being called nerds
That's why so many emo kids watch anime

Hm... I thought I was the only one to think that. But they aren't exactly nerds, in the classic sense. They are more gayish, outgoing, or, for girls, slightly "val", and overall dumb (as in "You're so smart! I didn't know *insert not that unknown thing for someone who went to school here*"), and that may why it may not fit in a classic "nerd" classifiaton.

They just do that because they think being stupid is cute

Well, maybe they think stupidity = sign of innocence, which it isn't, but still...

Well, I can totally see how in this days society has given you self-esteem issues. I swear, having any originality makes you a f*** loser. Kids nowadays are so f*** stupid and it seems to me if you dont play Football or Skateboard, dont play Call of Duty, and dont listen to rap your automatically not popular or cool. I f*** hate kids these days. Do whatever, if a "cool" kid gives you s***, dont care about it. If some popular f***** makes fun of you for wearing stuff (although the socks and sandals are not a good combination, neither is the whoever the hell you were talking about bag.) Then screw them. Listen, kids are f*** idiots these days, and if you aren't like the popular kids, don't try to be. You wont be able to. Your better then that, and those kids are to damn stupid to realise it.

Just stop comparing yourself with the media and other kids....

That s*** unhealthy, it can lead to suicidal or other stuff.